Midlife crisis already.....

Ok so I've finally come to grips with the fact I really barely have enough time to watch sports let alone blog about them so now I'm just going to talk about me and my boring life. Lately, life has been so crazy. It seems like all I do is work. And it doesn't help matters when you absolutely hate your job (if you haven't caught on yet I really do HATE my job). I don't have any interest in cars and I really don't have any interest in helping people fix their cars. I've also been struggling with the whole smoking thing. Just a little bit of advice for everyone if you haven't started smoking DO NOT start now. I've smoked since I was 15 and this is seriously the hardest thing I've ever tried quitting. I really don't even enjoy smoking. I hate the smell, I hate the way it makes me feel, I hate buying them. The only reason I like to smoke is the habit of doing it. I just really want to quit. It seems like after having kids I've really given a lot of thought to a temple marriage. I have a really close friend who was diagnosed with terminal cancer and he has a 13 yr old son and I can't imagine how he feels knowing he's going to have to say goodbye to his son. I don't even want to think about saying goodbye to my kids. I really feel like a temple marriage is something I can achieve it's just going to take some work and the first step is quitting smoking. Tomorrow is the day my friends. After today I will be smoke free.......To Be Continued!